Saw my psychiatrist this week.....and his daughter/office manager...great visit. In fact, he is the first doctor that I've really felt truly cares about me and my health. My christian counselor, who is supposed to help me to stop blaming God, just continues to rant and rave about me becoming addicted to my medications. Which is great thing to say to a worry-wart. My doctor did use a word that bothered me though...CHRONIC. My "condition" is chronic. I mean I knew that deep down but I guess I thought that one morning I would wake up and be "normal" again.
Realized I have a new hang-up during my first day in Hilton Head...I'm nervous about eating seafood down here. I realize that is insane because I eat it in the mountains...and who knows how long it has been sitting around or where it came from. But I had a real problem at dinner tonight. But I ate it and I'm still alive thus far.
This comment is probably going to bite me in the butt ....but when have I ever let that stop me before. Last night I made a comment on my Facebook page about how I was going to be glad to get away from "Ridgecrest, State Farm and the Silvery Moon (my 3 jobs), studying for insurance tests and dealing with grumpy homeowner association members (I'm the treasurer)...and I needed a break before they all shoved me over the edge." I felt that was a normal statement...not meant to hurt anyone...I wasn't bad mouthing Ridgecrest, SF or SM. Well someone close to one of these companies got very offended and vocal about what I said. Said I shouldn't be saying crap about people who are nice and just trying to run a business.....the person just kept on and on. I took the post down and blocked her as a friend. But it has continued to bother me....first, I think she'll probably tell the owners of the business and what if they fire me...when I meant nothing by it. Second, I think she blew it completely out of proportion...Third, I've let it bother me this long. And I really thought she was kidding at first. I swear I can't win for losing. Makes me want to shutdown FB completely.
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